Welcome to My World--Where have I have been?

     I know I haven't let you into my world for a while and there has been many reason why. One of the biggest reason why is I just didn't know how to deal with all of it and sort it out. This really began on our trip to Canada a Whole lot of stuff happened emotionally, physically and spiritually and really had put my family on the rocks. Since getting back I have been hit with a bucket load of physical problems.  In which, we thought OK this we can handle and then WHAM we are hit with our truck breaking down, issue in getting an insurance claim settled, pipes breaking, and so forth.  It wasn't just all this stuff  that hit us, we were also being hit spiritually and our core of our family suffered, royally.

  My hubby and I literally had to take a step back and regroup. The blog went on the back burner until we could sort things out and figure out what to do. We needed to figure out how to recover the major hit on our  finances and just reconnect as a family. So in the last few weeks that is what we have been dealing with. The one life line I have to say is Thank You God for saving us. If we didn't have our faith and seeing what we saw and dealt with I would of hit depression.  There has been one song that God just seemed to have given us to hold on to.
It is Called Good to be alive by Jason Gray  it is basically saying hold on and I want to live like there is no tomorrow, it is good to be alive. For us especially with me I am on borrow time cause I don't know what will happen in the next 15min, 1hr, etc.  So I took a step back and just try to regroup myself and oh it has been a journey. Though in doing this and just having that one grain of faith, the miracles seemed to be flying off the walls. In just a few short weeks we started getting miracles and in awe of the Wonders of God.

First my hand surgery they discovered it was actually building new bones where the bones where crushed and all the metal was able to be removed and not be left in. On top of that it looks like I will have a full use of my hands that I have not had since the accident.  Second of all our finances oh man, the only way I can describes this as $$ raining from heaven with a little bit of work involved. The miracles are never stopping each we discover a new one.  If you going through something don't stop believing, hang on and you will find your Savior, ours is our wonderful God. which is and will always carry us through.